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Why you're using meowkajin?

Oh man. I really dont mind if it's too obvious but you know there are still reasons for it.

But the main point for me to come back here is that I think that I'm not really having the guts to tell anything about what I feel and what I do, I learn from mistakes and I had to stop from asking why because I know, you do mind if I ask. You making me all disappointed......

Please

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Its getting further and further and I've no idea when is the time for me to reach the place where I belong to, a dream that never will comes true eh?

Well, I still cannot eventually find what I really desire for and, it keeps bugging me for 1 and half of decades

I know that I should have be grateful for every single event that came into my life but myself, I still cannot move on for the past that makes myself fill with guilty and anxious. 

For every few steps that I made, I'm not sure if it is worth for me to even giving opportunity for myself to start a brand new.... fate? I really don't know ........