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Man, I'm so scared

I don't even know whether the things that I've done is right or wrong. What's happening to me? What's wrong with me? Why I cannot learn from the mistakes that I made. Why do I even let myself hurt for once again?

The eyes that look for happiness? I liked to see people around me with smiles on their faces. But I still cannot find the happiness for my ownself. From every step that I made, I dont even know why I'm still looking behind. I can't move on

I'm weak.