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Haha surprisingly it has been 1 year err hmm about 1 year I guess.

Well, looking at time now its already 2.50.a.m and I should I should I should put some droppers inside my ears because my both ears have been clogged for since I dont even know how long. Hahaha so much things happened in one year I guess, having this kind of feelings where you have to make yourself believe that there's always a time where you need to start to move on and some of other things that you loved, it won't last long. And that's what makes us human. Ah I just really hate the feelings when you need to keep the feels stay so that you can continue to write the whole passages that you wanted people to understand how you feel, I hope that make sense haahhaa.

Getting back to the time when 2016 was a year that particularly made me understand and believe that you have to be rational and think to everything that you do, your speech and your actions are important towards people around you. I know that for this quite long I don't even know that my actions were so stupid.  I really hope that hahahhaa people will try not to focus and remember to everything that I did

So for now, I'm trying to build my personality(even though that I think it is quite late for me to build because I'm about to be 18yo very soon ahahbidioawjdo) that can brings me to confidence and achievements. I do have something that I wanted to achieve in the very soon of time. Hmm maybe I just need to be a little bit more consistence towards everything that I do hahahah. Even writing this makes me sick because it has been quite a long time since the last time I wrote an essay in English hahahaha. Quite rusty yea?

It's all for now. See you again!