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When I'm trying so hard to tell myself to be ignorant as much as I could. It actually tears me apart slowly and deeper and I couldn't even control it.

"You're not worth for me to fall into"

This is the thing that tries to comfort me as I know it's not even matter. I knew it won't happen and all I want is to make it happens

This is so wrong yet I can't even deny

My head hurts when I try to think about it. 

Please, have mercy on me. I'm not that strong as you think. You know who I am and you know what I am. I don't want it to end yet I want it to happen.

I do hate the truth that memories stay. I hope it will flows with the sacrifice that I shall make. 

I have no idea